I am looking for a story about Sesshomaru desiring kagome so much he visits kagome at night while she is sleeping, he touches her intimately. Later on he physical relations with her and so Noone knows he uses his poison on her stomach to kill his seed and kisses her there. And while kagome and the gang areally walking she lays her hand on the same spot where his lips touched her. I know it's really silly of me but the way he cares for her in the story and desires her is amazing. PLEASE help