This is kind of difficult question, or I just really don't know how to answer will be the best response. I have two musical obsessions. One, I treasure more than anything as it connects to most of my most treasured memories. Which is punk music. I got into it when I was eight, from my friend who I viewed as an older brother. He pretty much took me in and saved my life in a lot of ways.
He took me to my first punk show. Which was Rancid, I loved it. I loved the sound of the live instruments the unity the crowd had with one another. I just loved everything about it but mainly the sound of the band. After that show I looked into other bands and still love it. Even though my friend passed away a few years after I met him, the memory is still one I hold onto and even if I do drift away from punk music I found myself being drawn to it. Even today music like The Sex pistols is something that calms me, makes me happy and generally something I can fall asleep to.
One of my favorite punk bands now are The Casualties. I have seen them live a lot of times and make it my mission to see them live every time they come to the state I live in. I love their shows, it reminds me of my first show every time.
My second music obsession is 'The Gazette'. To be honest, I don't remember how I found them I think it was just randomly, and probably when I was studying the culture of Japan. While I have been a fan of theirs for years, it is only recently that I have become obsessed with them. I have a fan girl crush on the singer and lead guitarist

But I mainly like their music, it makes me happy.