Starting over by sesshybabyboo1211

Chapter one: Killing yourself

A/N: this is a lemon/rape and very brutal so if you do not like that type of stuff skip this part of the chapter.

Kagome rolled on her side, tears rolling down her face... again.

Naraku had left for his "late business call" but of course she got tired of it so she called his boss and asked him to stop giving him late night assignments and he was completely baffled by what she was even talking about; just as Kagome's eye's closed the bedroom door burst open and she was yanked out of bed by her wrists.

"What the hell is wrong with you?!" Naraku yelled at her while shaking her back and forth, she screamed for him to stop and cried harder, scared he was going to beat her again.

"N-Naraku stop please I didn't do anything!" she pulled as hard as she could, attempting to free herself from his iron-like grasp but failed and only got yanked harder.

"Really, so my boss was lying when he told me my girlfriend called about late night calls,?" he growled and threw her away from him, she scooted away from him but he just jumped on her and pinned her down with brute force, "guess I'll just have to show you what my late calls really are, huh" he then tore her black tank top and gray mini shorts off of her leaving her in her under wear.

"Beautiful," he murmured and lowered his head to her neck and nipping at it roughly he lowered his head down to her chest, with one hand still holding her wrist he moved the other to her back and undid her bra, pulling it off of her and discarding it to the floor, her took her bud into his mouth and bit it making her cry and move away but to mo avail, "Ah ah, my sweet" he removed his shirt with one hand but made Kagome remove his pants.

"N-no" she cried and moved her face to the side as he brought his hand acrossed it, he pulled her hands to the front and held them there till she decided to finally remove them along with his boxers.

He ripped off her panties and positioned himself above her and plunged into her, hard and fast.

"No, stop!" she screamed and tried to wiggle out from under him but she only made it worse.

For about an hour Kagome cried and struggled while Naraku assaulted her for his own pleasure, finally he came and collapsed on her and rolled over, Kagome scrambled out of the bed and ran to the bath room, locking herself in and throwing up, when she was finished she dropped to floor and cried her heart out.

Finally Kagome left the bathroom and looked at the sleeping Naraku, she quietly packed up her belongings in a bag and dressed in a blue tank top and black sweat pants then slipped out of the room and left the house, she took Naraku's Lamborghini and drove to her friend Inuyasha's house since Sango left with Miroku to Hawaii.

In about half an hour Kagome was in Inuyasha's driveway and grabbing her stuff she walked to the door and rang the doorbell over and over, instead of Inuyasha answering the door though a half naked and very irritated Sesshomaru opened it instead.

"Miko, we're demons and can hear" he growled but at the bag on her shoulder he moved out of the way and let her in.

"Where is Inuyasha?" she questioned, not looking but at him and hiding her bruises with her miko powers but he saw them first, instantly he lifted her chin and made her face him.

"Where did you get this bruise from?" He asked with no emotion Kagome burst out crying and hugged him and an angry brother ran down the stairs at the same time.

"What did you do to her?!" Inuyasha yelled and pulled her towards him glaring angry daggers at Sesshomaru.

"I asked a simple question now look away and go comfort her and leave me be" He then walked up to his room and slammed the door.

'Why the hell do I care where she got that god damn bruise from, and why would she hug me?' Sesshomaru laid down on his bed and put his hands behind his head and closed his eyes, 'Might as well forget about it now, not like I even care' he used his demon hearing to listen to Inuyasha and Kagome's conversation.

"Oh Inuyasha, Naraku, he... he did it again," She burst into more tears while Inuyasha sat there rubbing her back and trying to think of something to say, "I just got so fed up with him hurting me so I came here to stay with you" she looked up at him and he looked at her surprised when she leaned forward and kissed him, he pushed her away and jumped up.

"Kago, you just got raped I..." The rest of their conversation went blank and Sesshomaru shot up.

'She was raped?! By that bastard!' his eyes turned read and his fangs and claws grew longer just thinking of- 'Wooh, why am I getting so angry, its not like I care, I don't...' he closed his eyes and saw a 16 year old Kagome blowing him a kiss while driving bumper cars then him and Kagome and him sharing a passionate kiss on the Ferris wheel.

'I do care, god I can't wait to leave this house tomorrow' with that said he laid back down and went to sleep.

"...I don't think me and you should do this" his cheeks were red and he was fidgeting.

"Of course, I don't know what came over me..." she lowered her head, and walked over to Inuyasha's bed, she laid down and went to sleep, Inuyasha slept on the couch downstairs complaining about depressed women and their hormones.

----Next day----

Kagome awoke to an alarm in the next room, she stretched and sat up, getting out of bed she made her way to the hallway and saw Sesshomaru exiting his room with a suit case and bag.

"Going somewhere?" she asked quietly, he looked at her with concerned eyes but instantly it was replaced with his emotionless mask.

"Yes, I have a business trip, I'll be gone for a month, good day" with that said he left down the stairs and out the door.

Kagome thought over all her past and her relationship with Sesshomaru, it was a good and happy one but he knew she held feelings for his friend Naraku so he left her and she went to Naraku.

'God I'm so stupid for throwing you away,' She watched him leave in his Mitsubishi Eclipse Spyder and speed away, 'A whole month...'

Kagome made her way downstairs and saw Inuyasha sitting on the couch eating ramen and watching sponge bob.

"Hey Inu" she laughed when he jumped up and dropped his ramen all over him; obviously he wasn't listening to her footsteps.

"God Kago, don't scare me and get this fucking hot ramen of me!" Inuyasha jumped up and scraped off the ramen on his bare chest.

She smiled at him and sat down on the couch changing the station to music videos, she grabbed Inuyasha's hand when her favorite song Magic by Emi Hinouchi came on.

Trying not to let Naraku and the incident ruin her moment now.

OOO End of chapter one OOO