The letter that changed everything. by Satori

Could he really still love me?

Dear Kagome,

Kagome, I know it's been two years since i left you

and i think the time has come for me to tell you why.

I did and still love you my dear, but then i was

so selfish and afraid to love you, i was afraid i would

get hurt. When i left you it was the worst decsion of

my life it's something i have regretted everyday for two

years. I miss your love, your laugh and your smile.

When i left you it was the worst thing i have ever done

I lost the best thing in my life but worst of all i hurt

you. So i beg of you to take me back so i can give you the

you so deserve.

Love,

Sesshomaru

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As i read the letter i cried...i cried not only for the pain i felt but i cried because i know him and i know how much he was hurting. This just wasn't fair... i spend two years closing all my emotional wounds, i was a mess after he left i couldn't eat, sleep and i pretty much couldn't function. I wouldn't of made it through all that if it wasn't for my bestfriend Sango. 'Ugh'i said outloud. He was the only man i ever loved, so i didn't even have to think about giving him a second chance...Sango swore she would kill him if she ever saw him again. So this is going to be interesting. But i still can't get over the way he left, i woke up one morning to find him gone no note no explaination, just nothing and all his stuff was gone. I actually blacked out from the shock of all of it, i woke up several hours later and cried and cried. Sango found me the next morning in a heap of tears and self pity...It wasn't my most beautiful moment in my life. I sighed and folded the letter neatly and placed it on my nightstand. I layed my head down....but knew i wasn't going to be getting any sleep.