IPOD by Reaj

Lavender scented Letter

Disclaimer: The song "Forgive me Love" is not mine its Alanis Morisette's. The characters are also not mine it belongs to Rumiko Takahashi.

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"I'm glad that boss allowed me to have a leave for a week. This will surprise him." Kagome said with a smile on her face. Sango the one driving rolled her eyes; she doesn't really like the guy. He just gives her a feeling of anxiety over her best friend's emotional state.

"I think he really did leave his house key in my care. About time you know" kagome giggled. She was ecstatic about having a key to his apartment. And now she thinks that she has the right to go in and out of the place.

"So you'll have your fist anniversary tomorrow. Congratulations. Maybe he has something for you up in his apartment that's why he left you his keys." Sango said looking at the road ahead. She could feel the waves of happiness from her friend. She loves kagome like a sister. And wants kagome's happiness more that hers, it's a mutual thing.

The car stopped in-front of a building. Kagome kissed Sango by the cheek and went out of the car. She waved goodbye and said that she'll call later. She turned on her ipod nano and listened.

[quote]I went to your house

Walked up the stairs

Opened your door without ringing the bell

Walked down the hall

Into your room where I could smell you

And I shouldn't be here

Without permission

Shouldn't be here... [/quote]

"Hmmnn... he's so sweet leaving me his house keys while he is gone. I'll surprise him." Kagome said putting down her bag on the couch. She went to the refrigerator and got a soda. Then she went to the sink to get a glass but then she tripped and poured soda all over her.

"Kami! I'm so clumsy. I better get into the shower. I'll just have to borrow his clothes." Kagome went to his room and undressed leaving her clothes all over the bedroom floor. She ran to his shower and placed her ipod on the sink, playing.

[quote]Would you forgive me love if I dance in your shower?

Would you forgive me love if I laid in your bed?

Would you forgive me love if I stay all afternoon? [/quote]

"Hope he'll forgive me for using his stuff. Hmmnnn.... Feels like I'm his wife." Kagome showered with a smile on her face. She loves her boyfriend so much. And yes, they started out being friends but then they realized their feelings and they began to go out. Well, they're been friends for about 3 years and it's about time to progress. Although her boyfriend was always busy at work doing the Shikon no tama project she doesn't mind as long as she knows that he will always be right there.

She got out of the shower and put on her boyfriends robe. Then went to his drawers to find something to wear, as she was in his white polo she found his cologne lying amongst his clothes. She sniffed it and smiled. She loves his smell. She remembered the smell when he carried her to the school clinic when she got her ankle sprained. This was when they met. This was when they started to hang out and be friends. she put the cologne down and stood up, went to his den and rummage through his CDs. Then she played one and laid in his bed, messing out his well made bed.

[quote]I took off my clothes

Put on your robe

And Went through your drawers

And I found your cologne

Went down do the den

Found your CD's

And I played your Joni

And I Shouldn't stay long

You might be home soon

Shouldn't stay long...

Would you forgive me love if I danced in your shower?

Would you forgive me love if I laid in your bed?

Would you forgive me love if I stay all afternoon? [/quote]

"He'll be surprise when he sees me here, messing his room. I wonder where his gift for me could be..." she sat up from the bed and looked around searching for something that looked like a box with a ribbon on top. She smiled inwardly hoping that after such a long time her waiting are being paid off. She loved him beyond everything that had happened. She knew his past and was determined to let him forget. She love him so much even though there were times that he is being cold, he being rough with her, he being thoughtless about her and he being in love with another woman. She shook her head.

'The past is past; he's in love with me now. And I'll love him more than before.'

She went down the bed and went to burn some incense. She gave those incense to him, it was lavender his favorite but then he never lighted up one. 'He'll e here anytime now, maybe I'll prepare him a bath.' She waddled up to his bath and happily prepared everything.

Then she went back up again and decided to put on some pants. It was unusually cold that day. Waiting for him to come home she noticed something on his desk. An envelope with elegant designs on the border was addressed to him. Curious she picks it up and sniffed. It smelled like lavender. A very pretty stationary addressed to her very rough boyfriend, odd. She opened the envelope and found a very elegant writing on it. Who could be writing to her boyfriend in such a familiar way? Does he have a niece that she doesn't know? She remembered her letter to him then. They had a quarrel because of that. Cause he threw it away. Definitely this was not her writing, it's too pretty.

Then as she read through... tears began to fall. She ran to the bath room and took a very cold shower, just as her tears had began to fall harder. Satisfied she removed his wet clothes and put on hers. Went to his bedroom to gather her stuff her sight fell on their picture. And she cried all over again. Lying on his bed hugging his pillow really tightly wanting to wish that this was all a nightmare but she knew better. She stood up and wiped her tears away. She picked up the letter and crumpled it in her hands trying to release her anger in that very piece of paper. She walked through the hall, wanting to go somewhere to burn up her sadness. But as she was about to run out the door; the door opened revealing her boyfriend kissing a girl. They were too cope up with what they were doing that they didn't even notice kagome looking at them with so many emotions on her face. Sadness, betrayal, anger, and violence. And then her tears yet again made their appearance.

"Inu yasha...how could you?" this took them out of what they were doing. They looked at where the crooked voice came and there they saw a girl broken crumpling a piece of paper on her hands. He let go of the girl he was holding and faced kagome. Her eyes were puffy so he concluded that she had been crying for about some time now. He doesn't like to see kagome so sad. He feels so mad at himself, she was always there for him and what did her repay her. Tears. Not knowing what to say he was about to go near her when somebody stopped him. He looked back and was met by dark brown eyes telling him not to go. He was about to say something when kagome suddenly spoke up.

"Uh... sorry about the bed and the pillow, I kinda spilled some water over it. And your clothes I'm just gone pay them. Don't worry I didn't do much damage. I better go."

With this she ran pass them crying harder than before. She couldn't stand to look at them. She couldn't stand the fact that he stop when the girl stopped him to approach her. He chose the girl over her. But then what is her chance of winning, after all the girl was his first love and she was just a replacement. She ran and ran. Whispering her apologies to the wind.

[quote]I burned your incense

I ran a bath

and I noticed a letter that sat on your desk

It said:

"Hello love.

I love you so, love.

Meet me at midnight."

And no, it wasn't my writing

I'd better go soon

It wasn't my writing

So forgive me love if I cry in your shower

So forgive me love for the salt in your bed

So forgive me love if I cry all afternoon[/quote]

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