i'm not gonna say i know how you feel because i don't its different with everybody and i hated when people said they know how I've felt. its been 4 or 5 years i'm starting to lose track. We still get his mail and still get the i'm sorry for you which i hate why do they feel sorry its not their fault he died. i tend to try not to think of him which at some times is hard my family is the kind that we make our selfs laugh by making jokes instead of crying. to my brother i didn't show that much when our dad died but every now and then i cry a little it has to come out one way or another. i tend to repress the memories but still remember the ones that made me the happiest cuz thats what has me moving I don't want to forget him but i cant seem to remember alot of things i look at pictures and not remember what happened but remember just a little and thats what has me going. i keep a picture of him in my wallet hope this helps a little and that was a good song.

i liked your reliever i've been there.... mine died in 04 .... many try to be strong i had a friend who's dad died and her mother asked me if there was something mentally wrong with her bc she wouldn't cry in front of them...... anywho good comments now!! i liked the way you wrote your story and the song you posted in it although it's just a fic you wrote so that you could get your feelings out it was still really good...