AW555 : Just another one of my one shots XD. Hope you enjoy!
Disclaimer : I don't own any of the characters in Inu Yasha or the show itself. I don't own Pieces by Sum 41 or Sum 41. I only own two cats and the stuff in my room.
*Story*
(8)I tried to be perfect
but nothing was worth it.
I don't believe it makes me real. (8)
Inu Yasha had picked Kikyo two years ago. She should have gone home. She really had no reason to stay, but just the thought of seeing HIS face again made her stay. The picking of Kikyo over her didn't hurt as much as it would have at one time. No, for she had a new love, but again this one would never be returned.
Did Inu Yasha even know she was still in this era? He surely thought she had jumped down the well to leave forever. Sango and Miroku had moved to the demon exterminator village and were trying rebuild it. Shippo had gone with the two, not wanting to live with Inu Yasha and Kikyo. She would go and visit them sometimes when she needed a break from the life she was leading now.
Of course she missed her family, but she had already missed too much of the future to go back. It would take her years finish high school, which she would have to graduate in order to go to college. By then, all her friends would have nice jobs and families while she was just beginning college. It would just be easier to stay here in the Fuedal Era.
(8)I thought it'd be easy
but no one believes me.
I meant all the things I said. (8)
Now onto her present life. No she hadn't followed the life of a priestess or a warrior. Yes, she did kill demons, but only when they attacked her first. What kept her going everyday? Stalking. She stalked and watched the new love of her life. Did he know she was there? She figured he did, but he never gave any recognition to her following him.
Sure her new love had threatened Inu Yasha's life many times, but had he ever fully threatened hers? No, his threats were always towards Inu Yasha, though she had gotten in his way a couple of times. She blushed whenever she thought about the more...intimate incidents she had caught him in.
She had caught him bathiny many times. Those were the most embarrassing but memorable moments. The first time she saw him naked, she almost gave herself away. She blushed so badly and almost slipped out of the tree she was hiding in. She was sure he would have mutilated, if not killed her, for that.
(8)If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show.
Now I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own. (8)
Some nights were so lonely she couldn't stand it. She'd cry herself to sleep on those nights, with visions of them together in her head. Sadly, it could never be so. He was a demon and she a miko. It was hard enough for Inu Yasha's mother and father, but a miko and demon were total opposites! It could never work out between them.
On the good nights, she had a speck of hope in her heart that it could work out one day. Inu Yasha's mother was human, though not a miko, human none the less and still Inu Yasha's demon father loved her none the less. If it weren't for the human she was engaged to, Izayoi and Inu Taishou would have been able to live happily ever after. Kagome didn't have that problem. So, she hoped on.
(8)This place is so empty.
My thoughts are so tempting.
I don't know how it got so bad. (8)
*With HIM*
He sighed as he watched Rin chase Jaken around the fire, determined to put a crown of flowers on the poor toad's head. He loved the human child, though he would never admit it to anyone but maybe her. Life had been...meaningless lately. Ever since his brother had finally picked the clay pot there was no reason to irritate him anymore. The young miko wouldn't be there anymore to watch. She was the only reason he attacked Inu Yasha. The girl intrigued him for some reason.
He was far from in love with the girl, but he would have liked for the girl to be his...what did they call it..."friend"? She was kind, unselfish, and loyal. That was the kind of friend one wanted right? He didn't want to be like his father and fall in love with a human, but if that was what God had in store for him, who was he to deny it?
(8)Sometimes it's so crazy
but nothing can save me
but it's the only thing that I have. (8)
He knew she watched him. He did not mind though. It was a little arousing (if not amusing) to think that she actually thought he didn't sense her, but he let her feel secure in her false hope. He wanted to reach out and grab her sometimes, just so she'd know she wasn't alone.
He imagined that was the only reason she followed him. She was lonely, she couldn't go back home, and she had nowhere else to go. He was much the same and that's why she sought him out, or so he assumed.
(8)If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show.
Now I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own. (8)
When he bathed, he could feel her watching him. He smirked to himself, as he would show off to her sometimes. Of course he acted as if it was unintentional. He did not want to let her know he knew of her presence. He remembered the first time he masturbated in front of her. He could smell not that she was embarrassed, but that she was aroused.
(8)I tried to be perfect,
it just wasn't worth it.
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
It's hard to believe me.
It never gets easy.
I guess I knew that all along.
If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show.
Now I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own. (8)
It was nights like this that made them both crazy. Sesshomaru was in heat and Kagome watched as he tried to get rid of the aching pain between his thighs. On these nights they both felt the ache to have someone to love. She longed to love him and he longed to have her love him.
After two years of this, Sesshomaru had had enough of this game.
"Miko, we have both had enough of this chase. Come out. Do not hide from me anymore."
Kagome's face turned a bright red as she walked out to face him. He had known she was following him! She suddenly felt very awkward. Sesshomaru beckoned her to him. She slowly walked over to him.
"Maybe...I could change my mind about loving a human if you would stay around for awhile?" Sesshomaru suggested with a raised eyebrow.
Kagome's eyes widened and she nodded.
"Ok...I'd like that," she smiled.
AW555 : Ok a little mushy at the end XD Hope you guys liked it. Review!...Please? :(